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and its like it was yesterday. feeling the shockwaves against my chest the smell of dust in the air for days watching the dirty people escaping across the bridge trying to comprehend what i'd just seen walking through lower manhattan with a marine on every corner and ankle deep in ash driving down the FDR a few weeks later, seeing a truck fire on the Brooklyn Bridge having an anxiety attack and trying to convince myself it wasnt a repeat good night new york i miss you so the second plane hit at 9:02 I saw it live on a hotel tv, talking on my cell with you you said this would happen, and just like that, it did wrong about the feeli
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--- So, here's how it works: Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc). Put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song that's playing. When you go to a new question press the next button. Ready? GO! --- Opening Credits : a camp - frequent flyer i would love to tell my story from the ending but the story is getting thin from heavy spending Waking Up : the smashing pumpkins - tristessa do you ever wake up and find yourself alone? do you ever wake up far from home? Falling In Love : porcupine tree - arriving somewhere but not here ever had the feeling you've been here before? drinking down the poiso
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nice day today.  now that i'm single and never home i desided a month and a half ago that it probably wasnt fair for my dog that she have to stay home 10+hrs a day alone.  so i gave her to my good friend that i work for and his family.  he brought her to work today and it was nice being able to see her and play with her a little bit.  such a good dog. really hooked on a new band i've been listening to, David Ford. link: http://davidford.mu/go.php?object=home also if you are a Rhapsody + Last.FM user and have been pissed that there isnt anything to publish what you listen to on Rhapsody to Last.FM a guy has released a utility recently that
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Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella Point Right spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja Point Right I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...